ONCE AGAIN IT IS YOU - 3rd and final part

 Once again it is you ( Part 3)

सांसों की जरूरत है जैसे, जिंदगी के लिए,

एक सनम चाहिए, आशिकी के लिए,

These lines of Kumar Sanu in the loud voice was hitting my mind when I was in that auto-rikshaw at my way to the cafe meanwhile I was thinking about the past 2 weeks ,that insta notification,and all that was happened in those two weeks.

Those two weeks brought a lot for me , a new hope ,a new willingness ,a new energy shreya contacted me then we talked ,knew each other.

Suddenly that auto driver said "भैया आगया आपका कैफे" ,and brought me back from my thoughts. I moved out after giving a 20 rupees note to the driver and make way to the cafe .

After entering,i was looking all around and suddenly my eyes stucked off on a seat where a beautiful,well dressed,smiling girl with long hair was waiting for me , i smiled and moved towards her and very nervously , excitedly said "Hye" to her ,then she roused and came near to me and said hello and gave me a half hug ,that hug made me more nervous.

Then we made each other a little more comfortable and then started some chit chats and shared some laughs.

She said then should we order something? I said sure ,then she ordered some food .

We shared a little bit about each other meanwhile waiting for the food.

After sometime the waiter was there with the food , she put up the spoon and started serving to me ,i looked towards her with a little smile and said thanks to her .

Then we started the lunch and sharing the little details about each other. In all this the 1 hour 45 mins had passed in a go like time had wings so that it was flying .

After all this she said we should go i have a class in the evening,i asked oh what class i mean what are you doing ?

She laughed and answered i am preparing for the masters after the graduation.

I said ok great and smiled ,and then we stood up ,smiled to each other and i said see you soon and we left .

We then started talking, sharing more about ourselves to each other over social media ,calls ,very frequently. Her arrival ,her presence,her little things ,made me a energetic ,happy person again ,and 3 months have passed with all these,long Lasting talks over the call and with 7 meetings with her made me like alive again.

One day in the morning when I is was sitting in my balcony with a cup of coffee and looking towards the rising sun and thinking about the love that grown up a little in my heart .

EVERY LOVE IS THE FIRST LOVE ,IF ANY LOVE IS SECOND OR THIRD THEN U HAVE NOT FOUND ANYTHING,YOU ARE ON THE SAME PITCH . EVERY PERSON LOVE IN THE VERY FIRST WAY,HIS ESSENCE HIS PRESENCE HIS ARRIVAL IS ALWAYS THE FIRST.

I was feeling like the very first everything for her . I shared all this with Abhi,he said I'm happy to see you happy ,I'm with you ,and then he added 'you should say to her about everything and before all this ask her how she is feeling and what she want ' .

I decided to talk to her and asked her to meet . I dropped a text ,' Hey Shreya ,how are you? ,Can we meet whenever you are free? ' and started waiting like i was taking to her like very first time ,i was feeling nervous and checking my phone again and again .

So finally,on that evening my phone beeped ,i quickly checked ,yes this was shreya's text ,i opened and then read " hey, I'm fine ,how are you ?. Yes we can meet for sure ,' after reading this i filled with joy and started typing with lots of happy emojis,

And then a new text was on my screen ,' hey ,can you drop me to the airport on that sunday ? , I have got admission in MIT USA , so I'm leaving next week ,we can also meet then .'

My fingers cleared the text from my message bar, and my smile, my joyness has wiped out .

I texted OK ,see you on Sunday ,send me the timings .

And then closed my phone ,threw it away .

That sunday had arrived ,i was waiting for her and then she had arrived ,i quickly disappeared all my emotions and started smiling after seeing her. She was in the red suit ,,a beautiful glow on the face ,and a confidence in her smile and lots of goals in her eyes .

Then she said ,let's go . I said yes let's go .

Then after a 4 hour travell we were on IG airport ,she was standing in front of me ,looking into my eyes ,and then she said thank you for being with me in that time I never felt that you were a stranger once , I hope you will be fine ,i will miss you ' then she hugged me .

I was standing still ,said nothing. She kept standing for a while like waiting that i would say something and asked ,' कुछ कहोगे नही?' ,,I said 'take care' . And then I returned back and said ' THIS TIME ITS NOT YOU' .

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